Gunners

Ok, let's talk about football.

Today is the begining of another Barclay's Premier League season, the seaon 10/11.

Since when I started watching football? Ehhm... Iwas not a huge fan of football, with the very same reason people dislike football, why is there fun of people of 22 players have to chase for the same ball when they can each afford themselves one? Not to say when it comes to the Red Devil's attacking style - it's always the winger who get the ball and crosses it into the box, then the striker to head it in, it's another boring goal. *Yawn*

Then there was this day, when I was working as a waiter in the restaurant, being famous for its huge projector (it was special those days, and expensive! Nowadays you can easily see there are projectors in any mamak stalls) it was late and we're closing but there were still some customers - watching football. Then I found that this team was playing very "special" football, not those boring style crossing here and there, waiting people to head it in style. The passes were accurate, short, fast, and those positioning and how they covered for each other was great. Then I felt in love with this team, Arsenal.

After much research, I found that this manager, Arsene Wenger is the mastermind behind the team. He has his special way to lead the team, not only in the playing style, but in terms of choosing players as well. From the record, he trained and led a lot of world class players which before joining the team, they were just a youngster and with some been described as "very talented youth".

















Not to say they were the team to be unbeaten in the Premier League on season 03/04 since Preston. How could you not love such team? =P

















Those are the reasons which made visiting Emirates Stadium a must when I was in the UK.

















Err... are there anymore reasons? Of course but it would be, "just don't like Man Utd". That's it.

So it's been few years since I'm in love with this club. Silverware? Of course it''ll be best if they could win some but, no matter what, they're still the best in my heart.






















Go Gunners for the season 10/11! Can't wait to see the golden Premier League badges on your sleeves next season!

Naiveness

Erm... It's been three months since I last updated my blog. It's a good sign for me, why is that? I think this question can be easily answered if you had browse and read through all my previous posts - they were all about things which I refer to as my "unpleasant moment". Though not updating it doesn't mean that I have no unpleasant moment for the past few months, it's just that last time when I was upset, I blog for whatever matters that were bothering me and all my dilemmas. By then, the utterness usually give me a sense of relief from what arousing me. Now, having that I stepped into another stage of my life, I started to realise that time is the essence - I hardly have the time to relax myself after a tiring working day, so never mind blogging.

Now that I'm here again, blogging but, everything is fine now, I'm fine, today. Not sure about tomorrow.

Well, this is just another thought my mine. I still love my blog, so I couldn't let it rot and die itself, I still care!

Few weeks ago, I posted something in my Facebook:-

When I was 4, I was happy if I could have ice-cream everyday;
When I was 14, I was happy if I could play video games 24 hours a day;
Now I'm 24, but I don't know what could me make happy anymore.
Where are those times when happiness can be easily found?
It could be around us, it's just that us not realising it.

Many people like it, and many people commented on it. Seems like I'm not the only one who has lost something and doesn't know what that thing was. As we grow, we gain experiences from all the mistakes we've made and we learn from those mistakes so that we have the courage to face all challenges ahead us. This is a continuous process and is neverending. During this process, undenialy, there are lots of things to be learnt, I always have the belief that when we learnt something new, we lost something as well. For instance, you learnt a new theory; you've lost your initial principle of how thigns work, you learnt how to lie; you've lost your pureness in you, etc. In short, we call this, Life.

It seems to me that to survive, we are all forced to live Life that something as simple as ABC can be differ for people of different ages.

















ABC for a kid might just be Apple, Boy, Cat;
ABC for an adult could have become Arithmetic, Biodiversity, Chemicological, which all can be further elaborated into theories and might invloves years of researches to understand them in complete.






















I finally watched the movie Taipei Exchanges today. Another nice movie which I love very much. Towards the end of the movie, one question was asked,

"In your heard, what do you think is the thing that is most valuable to you"

I answered "my stories", because it's the thing that we grow old together, these are the stories of my happiness, sorrowness, anxieties, excitements, fears, etc, which all of them made who I am today.
















What are the thing which is most valuable to you? Kinda agree to the answer that guy gave in the movie, "Naiveness".

Enjoy this song:-

When I was Small, 細細個 - 馮曦妤

作曲：陳光榮
作詞：馮曦妤
編曲：陳光榮
監製：陳光榮

人咒罵也把它當歌唱
有好心地雙眼都閃閃發亮
不理 外界或者世態炎涼
回到最初 用那顆心 直上

細細個渴望快些長高
快些得到大個那稱號
人大卻 開始羨慕
童年樣樣也好 從沒煩惱

從前笑聲震天很平常
今天哭泣比數太誇張
就將身邊所有細章品嚐
曾受騙也別要變鐵石心腸

人咒罵也把它當歌唱
有好心地雙眼都閃閃發亮
不理 外界或者世態炎涼
回到最初 用那顆心 直上

細個沒有學過都懂得
跌倒起身來過 慣性一樣
人大了怎麼反而 漸漸害怕受傷

變了大個就要懂得修養
欠身份毫無賣相也要自量
既要進入這種天地
別去管是與非殘酷遊戲

童年笑聲震天很平常
怎麼今天一切換了樣
就將身邊所有細意品嚐
曾受騙也別要變鐵石心腸

像細個般 純潔勇敢 直上

故事

我喜欢桂纶镁，

她有一种吸引力，

散发着独特的味道，

就是喜欢可以给我这种感觉的女孩。

期待这部电影。

你，桂纶镁吗？

路

我喜欢自己一个人驾着车，听着喜欢的歌曲，轻轻松松，无忧无虑的感觉。

尤其在夜晚，我更喜欢在马路上慢慢走着，看看沿途的街景，看看在旁奔驰的车辆，看看天上的乌云。

有时，前路有路灯的照亮，显得前路特别的长；

有时，前路会忐忑不平，让人觉得路程奇岖难行；

有时，前路会弯弯曲曲，令人头昏眩晕；

有时，前路黑漆一片，路程便变的危机重重。

而当我们走过了这些路后，回头再看，原来路程并没有想象中的那么长，那么难，那么的昏和那么的危险。

那些也许只是我们太早对“前路”下了个定断，觉得前路一定不易走，尽管前人已为我们铺好了这条路，我们都还在埋怨着种种的不是。

这都好像在象征着我们的人生一样。父母亲耐心的栽培，让我们能健康地成长；老师们用心的教导，让我们能拥有知识，就好像前人为我们铺好路一样。

谁知道可能没了路灯的照明，我们会对前路会迷惘而迷失了方向？

谁知道可能为了建这条忐忑不平的路，前人牺牲了多少？

谁知道可能没了这条弯弯曲曲的路，我们要走的是峻险的山路？

谁知道可能走过了这条黑漆漆的路后，我们才懂得珍惜所拥有的一切，才会勇敢的去面对更大的挑战？

有时，我很喜欢塞车的感觉。在那个时候，人人平等，因为大家都在等待，大家都需要耐心的等待。

我往往会看到很多无奈的脸孔，就如生命一样，尽管我们多委屈，多无奈，我们都要熬过去，然后接受更大的挫折。

这就是生命吧！

以后的路要怎么走，就要看现在你用怎样的态度走着现在的路。

而路，一直都在。
















需记得，Do not take things for granted!

Song of the day:

"That's just life 寻找梦里的未来
That's just life 少点现实的无奈
不论风吹的时候 不再傍徨的时候
永远向前 路一直都在"

原来

原来，工作跟爱情一样。

付出了多少不相等于回报会有多少。

爱情，我失败了。

所以我要努力工作。

原来就算很努力，人家还是看不到。

久等的加薪大信封终于来了。

看了才知道，幅度不大。

应该大家都一样吧，自己想。

但当别人问起时，才知道自己的还比等放工的人还少。

天啊！

只能说， 世界好不公平。

我，好咀丧。

都没什么冲劲了，还要打击我。

2012 快来啊！ 我要世界末日！ =(

!$&!*^$&^@&*%&*^@$&%^@*$#

Chinese New Year?

As usual, coming out from office at 7:00 pm, the sky was already dark completely. Good! What a day it was!

50 kmph, that's the project site's speed limit. Who cares right? It a project site what. Not here though, not here! Eventhough it's night time, the hardworking guards will still shoot you with their speed gun and the punishment is not cheap, you might even get sacked from the site. In fact, instead of wanting to get home faster, I actually enjoyed the speed limit, with the radio blasting the songs I like. I actually love driving alone, especially when I can sing as loud as I canwhen nobody hears it.

Plenty of traffic outside the project site. People here are impatient, they don't wait, they like to speed, they tailgate, they'll do whatever they think will make them faster when in fact, it won't.

Never mind, I told myself, I can wait, I got all the time in the world.

Driving home alone. Started to wonder how is the celebration in Malaysia now. Wow, it's chinese new year and valentine's day in a same day, sure it'll be a happening night. Too bad I was not there.

Had not got my chinese new year last year, I thought I will be able to make it this year but... Well, next year is a definite NO again. Pathetic am I? Trying to let tears flow down my cheeks but, just realised that I've been acting strong too long. You know when you're alone facing many problems and things for a long, you actually forget what it's like being able to show the other side of you, the softer side. No matter how hard I tried, there's just won't be tears. Guess I'm hell lot older now.

Happy, Chinese New Year.

I'm be coming back seven days later. I know you guys will not probably be there anymore, but at least, by that time, I'm there and I'll come to you. The fact I can still meet all my friends and families makes me feel a lot better.

So, see you guys in seven days!

Tiredness

Frankly, I'm tired. Work, work, work! I'm not a smart person, don't know how to make a decision, can't analyse almost everything, only good at doing what people told to. That's the reason which made me tired? Guess so. It's because I have those attitude, some find me easy to work with, some find me stupid to work with, some nominate me for their tasks, some keeps throwing anything to me.

Made some stupid decisions today.

Told someone something that I should not have told them today.

Expressed some useless idea in a meeting today.

I know you guys are planning you CNY trip happily, I know things have to be followed up, I know someone has to do it. Why am I the person who has to stay and follow up things and be the "someone" who has to do it? I don't look a capable person do I? With the list of tasks I have now, can I finish them before my next home trip? I can hardly say so. I'd be grateful if there are no new tasks for me tomorrow - let me digest what I have now please!

And, well, please don't say anything discouraging to an already desperate people.

I know you guys never but, just in case. Unless you really wanted to, don't!

Tired. Physically and mentally.

Smile! Tomorrow will be a good day! Will it?

Shit! Stupid meeting at 8am for work that were taichi-ed to me. Must have learn more kungfu!

I want to cry, but there are no tears.

May God bless the tired guy...