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Life is challenging, you won’t know what’s coming up next.

Do Look back sometimes, but don't regret for the choices you've made.
Life is simple, you make choices; and you never look back.

If, I was working in KL now, I would have woke up early every morning to swim before going to work.

If, I was working in KL now, I would have enjoyed chatting and catching up with friends.

If, I was working in KL now, I would have spent more times with my family.

If, I was working in KL now, I would have went to Neway every here and then.

If, I was working in KL now, I would have the chance to meet You more.

If, I was working in KL now, I would have found a new soul mate.

If, I was working in KL now, I would have made my soul mate a glass or orange juice and waking her up every morning. Still think the orange juice made by me is the best =)

If, I was working in KL now, I would have got a Golden Retriever and German Sheppard waiting for me to go home from work.

If, I was working in KL now, I would have brought them two jogging in a park.

If, I was working in KL now, I would have bought myself a house.

If, I was working in KL now, I would have spent my Sunday going to IKEA, looking for a nice furniture.

If, I was working in KL now, I would have planned for a Cuti-Cuti Malaysia.

If, I was working in KL now, I would have eaten my mum’s cooking and mamak food.

If, I was working in KL now, I would have baked a cake.

*NOTE! I do know the fact that these dreams of mine will not come true for few more years if I was working in Malaysia, dreams are always dreams right? =P

However, I’m not.

I chose to take a tougher path, I chose to live here. “Do My Best”, that’s what I have to do now.

Two choices ahead, get my MSc in Project Management at Sheffield, then start another tougher path at the UK;

Or,

Go back to Malaysia, and live my above dreams.

Dear friends, any comments? Anyway, that is my target for at least another year. Don’t actually have the budget now.

Frankly, I wish to go back to Malaysia and start having a “life”.

Meanwhile I wish to stay “extraordinary”, I can start having the “life” some other days, it’s always better if we got something to look forward to.

So, this thought increases the possibility of the route to Msc. Suddenly I wish to have some changes in m life. I should be trying something new, shouldn’t I? Let’s start from getting a non-Malaysia or Chinese girl friend? British? American? Australian? Or even Arabian? XD can or not?

Thought of the day:-

It’s not that I don’t love You anymore; It’s that I have to continue living my life, just like how You’re living yours.

My Friends especially to K**t and L***a, the past is the past, we should look forward and life our live.

Let’s stop mourning for the love that has long gone from us, shall we?

Happy, for me; Happy, for us. =)

Which direction to go?
Please give some comment if I should continue my study or continue working in Malaysia. Thanks!