Lost

Started my Lost Season 5, I still love the storyline, I still love the unpredictable and unexpectable events, I still love how things are actually related to each other, I still love how they believed that was their destiny.

Do I have my own destiny? Yes, I believe I do.

Started to think what I should do and how I should live my life for the days to come these few weeks.

I'm confused.

I'm lost.

I don't know what I wanted.

I don't know what were my dreams.

I don't know what I'm living for.

I don't know for whom I work hard for.

I don't know for whom I'm living for.

My mind is contradicting to my heart. My mind was desperately waiting for someone to love and be loved but my heart was trapped in a place where I was shielded from any possibilities that I'd get hurt again. That's why I'm so lost.

Perhaps, most of us don't have the answer to those questions neither.

If this was my destiny, then so be it.

At least, we lived our days and trying to make everyday a good day.