Chinese New Year?

As usual, coming out from office at 7:00 pm, the sky was already dark completely. Good! What a day it was!

50 kmph, that's the project site's speed limit. Who cares right? It a project site what. Not here though, not here! Eventhough it's night time, the hardworking guards will still shoot you with their speed gun and the punishment is not cheap, you might even get sacked from the site. In fact, instead of wanting to get home faster, I actually enjoyed the speed limit, with the radio blasting the songs I like. I actually love driving alone, especially when I can sing as loud as I canwhen nobody hears it.

Plenty of traffic outside the project site. People here are impatient, they don't wait, they like to speed, they tailgate, they'll do whatever they think will make them faster when in fact, it won't.

Never mind, I told myself, I can wait, I got all the time in the world.

Driving home alone. Started to wonder how is the celebration in Malaysia now. Wow, it's chinese new year and valentine's day in a same day, sure it'll be a happening night. Too bad I was not there.

Had not got my chinese new year last year, I thought I will be able to make it this year but... Well, next year is a definite NO again. Pathetic am I? Trying to let tears flow down my cheeks but, just realised that I've been acting strong too long. You know when you're alone facing many problems and things for a long, you actually forget what it's like being able to show the other side of you, the softer side. No matter how hard I tried, there's just won't be tears. Guess I'm hell lot older now.

Happy, Chinese New Year.

I'm be coming back seven days later. I know you guys will not probably be there anymore, but at least, by that time, I'm there and I'll come to you. The fact I can still meet all my friends and families makes me feel a lot better.

So, see you guys in seven days!