Naiveness

Erm... It's been three months since I last updated my blog. It's a good sign for me, why is that? I think this question can be easily answered if you had browse and read through all my previous posts - they were all about things which I refer to as my "unpleasant moment". Though not updating it doesn't mean that I have no unpleasant moment for the past few months, it's just that last time when I was upset, I blog for whatever matters that were bothering me and all my dilemmas. By then, the utterness usually give me a sense of relief from what arousing me. Now, having that I stepped into another stage of my life, I started to realise that time is the essence - I hardly have the time to relax myself after a tiring working day, so never mind blogging.

Now that I'm here again, blogging but, everything is fine now, I'm fine, today. Not sure about tomorrow.

Well, this is just another thought my mine. I still love my blog, so I couldn't let it rot and die itself, I still care!

Few weeks ago, I posted something in my Facebook:-

When I was 4, I was happy if I could have ice-cream everyday;
When I was 14, I was happy if I could play video games 24 hours a day;
Now I'm 24, but I don't know what could me make happy anymore.
Where are those times when happiness can be easily found?
It could be around us, it's just that us not realising it.

Many people like it, and many people commented on it. Seems like I'm not the only one who has lost something and doesn't know what that thing was. As we grow, we gain experiences from all the mistakes we've made and we learn from those mistakes so that we have the courage to face all challenges ahead us. This is a continuous process and is neverending. During this process, undenialy, there are lots of things to be learnt, I always have the belief that when we learnt something new, we lost something as well. For instance, you learnt a new theory; you've lost your initial principle of how thigns work, you learnt how to lie; you've lost your pureness in you, etc. In short, we call this, Life.

It seems to me that to survive, we are all forced to live Life that something as simple as ABC can be differ for people of different ages.

















ABC for a kid might just be Apple, Boy, Cat;
ABC for an adult could have become Arithmetic, Biodiversity, Chemicological, which all can be further elaborated into theories and might invloves years of researches to understand them in complete.






















I finally watched the movie Taipei Exchanges today. Another nice movie which I love very much. Towards the end of the movie, one question was asked,

"In your heard, what do you think is the thing that is most valuable to you"

I answered "my stories", because it's the thing that we grow old together, these are the stories of my happiness, sorrowness, anxieties, excitements, fears, etc, which all of them made who I am today.
















What are the thing which is most valuable to you? Kinda agree to the answer that guy gave in the movie, "Naiveness".

Enjoy this song:-

When I was Small, 細細個 - 馮曦妤

作曲：陳光榮
作詞：馮曦妤
編曲：陳光榮
監製：陳光榮

人咒罵也把它當歌唱
有好心地雙眼都閃閃發亮
不理 外界或者世態炎涼
回到最初 用那顆心 直上

細細個渴望快些長高
快些得到大個那稱號
人大卻 開始羨慕
童年樣樣也好 從沒煩惱

從前笑聲震天很平常
今天哭泣比數太誇張
就將身邊所有細章品嚐
曾受騙也別要變鐵石心腸

人咒罵也把它當歌唱
有好心地雙眼都閃閃發亮
不理 外界或者世態炎涼
回到最初 用那顆心 直上

細個沒有學過都懂得
跌倒起身來過 慣性一樣
人大了怎麼反而 漸漸害怕受傷

變了大個就要懂得修養
欠身份毫無賣相也要自量
既要進入這種天地
別去管是與非殘酷遊戲

童年笑聲震天很平常
怎麼今天一切換了樣
就將身邊所有細意品嚐
曾受騙也別要變鐵石心腸

像細個般 純潔勇敢 直上